until my ultrasound.
Not that I'm counting or anything. No, that would be a little too obsessive. To sit, look at the clock, and calculate in my head how many hours I have to go until I can get an early peak at my baby.
Nope, I wasn't thinking that.
But, I'll tell you what I was thinking. I was thinking that this is the most pregnant I've been since Austin's pregnancy. Two other times I made it this far. Two other times I made it to the first ultrasound. Two other times I brought home a baby from those pregnancies.
Sure, I know its still early. Sure, I know that something could still happen. Sure, I'm still nervous, and panicky, and neurotic about pee sticks and temperatures. But, for me, for MY body, this is a miracle!
So miraculous that I actually pulled down some maternity clothes from the attic. I sorted through some and put some of the smaller stuff in the wash (yes, I'm already struggling in my clothes. Yes, I realize that its not the baby, yet. Yes, its just bloating.) I haven't been that hopeful since...well, my loss in July of 07.
Wow. Its a miracle.
9 comments:
I can't wait for you to see your little baby!
So excited for you, Tracy! I can't wait to hear about your appt tomorrow! Is it early in the AM?
Eric isn't planning any trips out of town any time soon, is he?? ;)
Love and joy!
Rae
Tick-tock, tick-tock... how slowly can time pass? Looking forward to seeing your bean!!
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I'm so happy for you!
This IS your miracle, Tracy! Enjoy it!
Can't wait to hear how the U/S went!
So exciting!
So excited after reading your story....Just found your blog and enjoyed reading it.
I hope you will stop by and visit me. The May give away has started....and next week I will be blogging from Disney World.
I am sooo happy for you and I am praying for you and your little one :) God bless :)
I am so happy for you. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers for a healthy pregnancy.
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