Monday, February 2, 2009

I want to go back

I want to go back to Friday. When I felt numb. I don't like feeling what I feel now.

I feel like my body is a worthless piece of crap. Stupid thing can't even do what its SUPPOSED to do. If I could scream right now, I would.

There. I just needed to get that out.


theresa said...

Go outside and scream if it will make you feel better. I've always wanted to stab a pillow, I think I saw it in a movie once (for some reason I remember a scene where someone destroyed a ton of throw pillows and it looked like fun).

Big fat hugs!

d e v a n said...

ug. I'm sorry Tracy. Ug. Go ahead and scream. Maybe in the shower so it muffles the sound. Love ya girl.

Mama2Boys said...

scream and get it out. (((hugs)))