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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Annoyed

Or beyond annoyed. Annoyed really isn't the right adjective, but its all my tired mommy brain can think of at this moment.

Want to know what I'm annoyed with? My stupid body! Stupid thing! It can't decide if it wants to be super fertile, but kick out the babies, or infertile, with months now of medicated cycles. I could honestly just scream!

What-the-stinkin'-hey! Argh!!!! I tested today, it was, (obvious by this post) negative. While I know that its early, and very early for me since I have never gotten a positive before 12 dpo, I just don't think its going to happen this month. For some strange reason, I just feel like this month was a bust. Which aggravates me. All of that money, and time, and energy. Wasted.

4 comments:

d e v a n said...

I'm sure you're tired of this all and tired of hearing that it's too early. I wish it had been positive, but I have a really, really good feeling for you this month.

T- said...

((hug))

I'm still praying for a big fat positive!

Michelle P. said...

I'm sorry Tracy~ like you said yourself, it's still early for you. Hang in there- I'm praying in a few days you see that BFP!

Hugs :)

Dan & Hillary and little Russell said...

I'm so sorry. I know how your disappointment and frustration feels...